MY Raya Holidays

Gosh....

Now Im back doing the same old thing again... cuz cuti dah pun habis. I was so glad to come home.. cuz I miss everything....

Raya macam biasa jak... sikda apa2 yang best cuz dah besar dah.. unlike waktu gik kecik2 dolok... macam2 jak di polah.. esp during raya cuz pergi "bejarah" rumah orang mintak green packets.. hehehe..

Can't wait balit Kuching agik this november.... Kali tok.. cuti panjang.. yey!!

Aku Dan DiriMu - Ari Lasso feat Bunga Citra Lestari

Someone very special in my heart dedicated this song to me yesterday. Just wanna share this with you guys..Enjoy..

I miss you, Boo!!!

Tiba saatnya kita saling bicara
tentang perasaan yang kian menyiksa
tentang rindu yang menggebu
tentang cinta yang tak terungkap.

Sudah terlalu lama kita berdiam
tenggelam dalam gelisah yang tak teredam
memenuhi mimpi-mimpi malam kita.

Duhai cintaku, sayangku, lepaskanlah
perasaanmu, rindumu, seluruh cintamu
dan kini hanya ada aku dan dirimu
sesaat di keabadian.

Jika sang waktu bisa kita hentikan
dan segala mimpi-mimpi jadi kenyataan
meleburkan semua batas
antara kau dan aku, kita.

Im so much in love with you. Totally!!!

Jason Mraz- Im Yoursszz!!!

♥Tetiba suka nengar lagu tok.. apa tekk.. tengah feeling waktu tok...Chehhh!! Haahaha

Lahhhh Feeling... cicak on the celing... Ahakz... Gila ku tok.. uhuhhuhu ♥

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more, it cannot wait I'm yours ♥

Well open up your mind and see like me open up your plans and damn you're free look into your heart and you'll find love love love love listen to the music of the moment people dance and singWe're just one big familyAnd it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So, i won't hesitate no more, no more, it cannot wait i'm sure there's no need to complicate our time is short this is our fate I'm yours ♥

*scat*
I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer But my breath fogged up the glass and so I drew a new face and I laughed I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons it's what we aim to do our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more it cannot wait I'm yours ♥

Well open up your mind and see like me open up your plans and damn you're free look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours

so please don't, please don't, please don't, there's no need to complicate,

Cause our time is short This, this, this is our fate, I'm yours♥

OMG.!This makes me..Ewwww..Pa leh buat.. :-p

I Mizz Someone So Much!!! Goshhhh♥

♥Tiba-tiba rasa macam tok ehhhhh... Rindu ahh ngan seseorang tok.. Apahal owh... Sik suka na jwak perasaan tok eh.... Nak molah kerja pun sik dapat... Gney nak molah owhhh♥

Sebelum tok... besa jak... tapi akhir2 tok.. Duhzz..... Mala jak teringat ngannya.... Argg... I hate this feeling..... Why do I think of you all the time?? Am I falling for you...??? Whuahhhh..........♥

Camney tok.... Lost Lost Lost Ku tok....Nak contact nya sik berani.. takut..nervous.. ehhh macam2 jak... Buduhszz na jwak ku tok...!! Hehehe Ney nak.. benda senang...Nak call or text pun x berani..Tok lah terjadi when we start to fall in love... Aikhh... Fall in love ku kah?? hehehe Ntahlah.. aku pun sik berani mok madah.. Kompiuszzz ku tokzz..♥

David Cook wins 'American Idol' by 12 million votes!!

Gosh.. I'm jumping up and down now cuz David Cook is Crowned as the American Idol Winner for this Season 7. I was so scared that he might not win cuz last nite he didn't perform well enough unlike Archuleta who gave it all. Maybe that nite, he was too overwhelmed and got too carried away with his feelings and emotions. Who knows..??!!

Cookie was overcome with emotion, bending toward the stage after his name was announced. When he stood up, his eyes were filled with tears, the third time in as many nights that the scruffy, grainy-voiced belter had broken down. First time was when he sang Always Be My Baby, ermm Kali ke dua.. The World I know which was last nite and the third time after he was announced the winner. Wahh.. ingat jwak aku hehehe...

Well, That's that!! Im glad that the one whom I supported throughout this season since day one (when he first auditioned).. Is The King!! I have Faith in you Cook!!

Congrats to David Cook...!! You are the best!!! And also to David Archuleta who did his very best that nite..

16th May - Selamat Hari Guru

Kepada semua guru di Malaysia..
Andalah pembentuk generasi masa depan.

Selamat Hari guru especially kepada semua guru yang telah mendidik saya selama ini.

Tadika Sinaran - SK Merpati Jepang - SMK SG Tapang - SM Teknik Matang

You are the best!!

This is a poem to all the Teachers!!

A Teacher for All Seasons

A teacher is like Spring,

Who nurtures new green sprouts,

Encourages and leads them,

Whenever they have doubts.

A teacher is like Summer,

Whose sunny temperament

Makes studying a pleasure,

Preventing discontent.

A teacher is like Fall,

With methods crisp and clear,

Lessons of bright colors

And a happy atmosphere.

A teacher is like Winter,

While it’s snowing hard outside,

Keeping students comfortable,

As a warm and helpful guide.

Teacher,

you do all these things,

With a pleasant attitude;

You’re a teacher for all seasons,

And you have my gratitude!

By Joanna Fuchs

And The Finalists Are......

Watched The Result Show of American Idol just now. David Cook and David Archuleta are going to the finale next week and I am so happy about the results. I was so nervous upon waiting for Ryran Seacrest to deliver the results. Gosh, Im so happy.. I just cant tell you how happy I am. Thats why after the show, I took my laptop and post this immediately!! Haha

About the clips when they were in their hometown.. you all pun boleh nangga rite.. how their life telah berubah menjadi sesuatu yang.. beyond their imagination...The three of them even cried as they were overwhelmed by their friends, family and fans support.. I was touched with Archuleta's tears.. you can see through his eyes how happy he is. Just like he said "You just can't help the teary eyes"...

So next week.. David Cook Vs David Archuleta in the finale.... Watch it cuz I think its worth to watch as both of them are really great and will give the best performance ever!!!

Sorry Napi, I know you love Syesha..Looks like I won the bet!! Haha

The Top 3 American Idol Season 7

The top 3 have done their thing and now it’s just a waiting game. Who will go to the final next week? OMG I'm so freakin' scared right now to know about the results tomorrow...

OK, it’s time for a bold prediction.Haha..

There have been some truly gifted competitors in the race this year, but in order to win, a contestant needs a clear identity and consistent performances. David Cook has both. He caught the attention of the judges and the Idol audience with a rocked-out version of “Hello” Top 16 week. Ingat sik?? Mun y'all ada nangga lah...

Subsequently, he’s built a reputation as the clever rocker, navigating this year’s narrow themes without sacrificing his identity. The smart move–singing “Music of the Night” in a straight-up musical theater style surely netted some votes from the non-rock contingent. I was blown out with that performance too!! Way to expand the fan base, Cookie! At this point, I think he’s garnered a broad appeal that will ensure he remains the last idol standing.

David Cook is the American Idol Winner no matter what!! Ehehehe I could get my arse-kicked for this statement.. Lantaklah...!! Just my own opinion..

By the way, Dianne Warren gave a standing ovation to David Cook after his third song rendition ( DWTMAT-A. Smith)...Yahh.. penulis lagu ya gik bangga nengar Cookie ngembak lagu yang nya molah..Way to go David!!

"Like a Chi*hua*hua trying to be a tiger "- I lauhed out loud hearing this from Simon.. Lucu ada jak...If you guys saw the show.. y'all know sapa yang Simon maksudkan hahaha!!

Cant Wait 2 Watch The Chronicles of Narnia - Prince Caspian (2008)

Sik lamak lagik Prince Caspian nak mainlah. IShh.. just cant wait to watch it. I heard there's a lot of changes in the story and much more adventures than the first one. Ben Barnes plays the title role of Prince Caspian.The character is new to the second story, a character who rules Narnia after the Pevensie family goes back to the real world and then receives help from the family upon their return to Narnia cuz Caspian ada masalah dengan nya empun toooottt!! That's what I heard lah...X pat lah nak madah panjang..better tunggu cerita ya empun keluar.. baruk best nangga.. Haha..





And by the way, I found these wonderful words in someone's blog while I was surfing. I forgot the name of his blog; but whoever you are..thanks for sharing... So guys..juzz read em'. You'll find em' very interesting...They're claimed to be the words from Albert Einstein..



Don't find love, let love find you.



That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall.



Once you accept someone for who and what they really are, they will surprise you by being better than you ever expected.



LOVE is loving/accepting a person with all his/her strength and weaknesses.



Lucky is the man who is the first love of a woman but luckier is the woman who is the last love of a man.



When two friends fall in love they learn they are meant for each other. When they fall out of love they realize they want to keep each other forever.



Find time to realize that there is one person who mean so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you thought meant nothing to you.



Love is seeing yourself through someone's eyes and finding yourself in somebody's heart.



Once you have loved, you will always love.



For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever.



A ball is a circle, no beginning, no end. It keeps us together like your circle of friends.



But the treasure inside, for you to see, is the treasure of friendship you've given to me.



Letting go has never been easy and holding on can be as difficult. Yet strengths measured not by holding on but by letting go.



True LOVE doesn't have a happy ending, that's because true love doesn't have an ending.



Men vs. women: Men would rather sacrifice love to conquer the world. Women would rather give up the world just to be with someone worth the sacrifice.



Decision should not be the choice of your heart or mind but sensible balancing of both.



Some thoughts are better left unsaid, some feelings are better left kept to yourself, but love has it's way of expressing itself despite the silence.



The happier the memory, the deeper it hurts.



There are so many stars in the sky only some are radiant enough to be noticed.



Among those you choose to ignore is the one which was willing to shine for you forever even if your glance remained elsewhere.



It breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else... but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.



Whoever undertakes to set himself up as a judge of Truth and Knowledge is shipwrecked by the laughter of the gods.

- Albert Einstein (1879-1955)

Jason Castro ELIMINATED! American Idol Season 7 - Top 4

Okaylah... I think its about time for Jason to leave. He's not much of a competition anyway.For me, Hallelujah was his most promising performance. Burbye Jason.. You'll live!! Haha

Be Strong..You'll survive!!

Luv This Pic.. Ngenak jak dgn title tok hahaha

Its funny how people handle their problems. Different people have different ways of handling their problems. Some people try to forget about their problems by doing things that they are not supposed to do. At the end of the day, the problems will rush in right to their door steps. I've done that a lot!! Trust me.. It doesn't give you any help. Haha..Don't blame me.. Sometimes I just don't know how - Its like my brain had stop functioning. We're humans. We do make mistakes at times, rite? FYI, I don’t do things which could ruin my life okay...


Sometimes its hard to solve our problems particularly problems which involves relations with people we love. A problem like this could wallow you up in self pity or you can just suck it up - if you're strong enough though!! Trying to find the strength through this problem is quite impossible as it always lingers in our mind and it sometimes affects our daily life!! We could end up being lonely and depressed. Pathetic as it may sound, most of us experienced it. Do you agree?


For some they can run to their friends and ask for help or at least they could ask their friends to listen about what is going on in their life and what are the things that they are dealing with. What about family? As you already know, there are certain things we don’t tell to our family. Just can’t!!


Looks like I'm not going anywhere here. I haven't made my point yet. But really, who cares about my point?? Having said that, I really wish that sometimes in the future, if I ever come across such problems or issues again next time, I wish I do know how to handle them wisely. That’s life rite.... We learn about life through our problems..

Carved: The Slit-Mouthed Woman

Watched this movie the other day with my frenz at Star Cineplex, Kuching. It tells a tale of a vengeful female ghost with a penchant for carving up unsuspecting victims. Tapi aku nangga antu nya sikit pun sik ngeri.. awal-awal dah nunjuk rupa hantu.. and waktu aku nangga aku bukannya menjerit-jerit ketakutan (aku suka molah ya mun nangga crita hantu ahaha).. dapat ngejut orang lain juak dengan sound effect kita empun... Lol...

Sambung agik... Hantu ya sik menakutkan... Sikda adegan yang mengejutkan and luculah para pelakonnya berlakon. Sik real.. ku rasa sidaknya nak molah macam real.. tapi aku nangga lucu.. My friends and I tetak (it means 'ketawa") nangga crita ya.. Sampei ari tok pun aku agik "itok" dengan "kelucuan" para pelakonnya..especially waktu empuan ya munuh hantu dengan pisau and waktu hantu ya numbok and sepak victims nya.. ahahaha Lawaklah... Mun sik cayak..tangga kitak orang.. Hahahaha Sik ku mulakkk

American Idol Top 5 Show - Mentor; Neil Diamond

Erm.. Sik sempat nak update pasal the TOP 5 Show cuz I went back to my hometown for the last few days. Now, Im back to work. Doing the same thing.. every day and probably for the rest of my life..Hahaha..

Lets cut to the chase here, just so you know.. It was a great show that nite and Neil Diamond was the mentor for the Top 5 contestant of American Idol Season 7. I'll give you my opinions for every contestant after this picture.

Neil Diamond with the Top 5

Jason really is distinctive with his style in singing, but I think he didn’t even thought of being spectacular this week… For me, bolehlah...

With the Neil Diamond week… I think everyone should go, except for David Cook! He’s looking more glamorous each week. He can go on a world tour doing all the songs he sang in AI! You are doing a Fine job there Mr Cook!! I'll always support you....chehhh Aok ajaklah...

Syesha, her voice is wonderful. Yeah she can belt it out but there’s not much power to convince anyone who knows about singing that she’s one of a kind. But still, ku rasa nya patut pegi ke final.... as one of my friends adores her voice...menar sik Napi?? Ku tauk kominat nya bah...

Brooke is Brooke… (hehe apa reti?) Her vocal range is just as that… uhmmm… yeah… 1st song really was a nightmare… the 2nd… was quite good… that’s the best she can do with it… as always she appears to be sincere in every song. Too bad we wont be able to see her next week. She got eliminated. Cukuplah takat ya.. haha. Tapi...mukanya sweet owh....ehehe.. suka ku nangga..

David Archuleta, if you had a very long day and you sit on a couch, turn on the television… and catch David performing a quite up beat song… it’ll remind you about a singing chorale who never sounded as a group. He’s like eating all the lyrics and singing to himself… he’s a good singer doing ballad… but hey… in this department, Brooke and Jason sounds so better! I got so bored listening to him olady lah! Haha..sik tauklah kenak.. Sorry to Mr Archuleta's Fan...

Truth Hurts Really Bad

Nak madah apa pasal tajuk kali tok. Well..sometimes kebenaran menyakitkan and sukar untuk diterima. Hari marek aku tauk pasal something.. It makes me sad whenever I think about it. Thankz to a friend of mine yang menyedarkan aku dari mimpi dan angan-angan aku yang mungkin sik akan terjadi. Tapi its a lie mun aku madah aku sik menyimpan apa-apa harapan lagik. Yeah I admit aku masih nyimpan harapan about perkara tok... Entahlah, aku waktu tok confuse gilak nak pikir about the options and consequences... waktu tok aku nangga dari jauh dolok lah... Maksud aku.. Aku diam dolok and nangga "flow" nya macam ney...

Mun waktu macam tok biasanya aku akan surf the net and look for lyrics or downloading songs. But this time, aku carik poem pulak!! Pelik lah aku.. haha..

So wanna share with you guys a poem that relates kepada apa yang berlaku ngan aku kinek tok. When I read this poem, I find myself thinking of the love I used to have and how much I was being adored. Now I find myself alone with regrets. The person I love the most, doesn't love me back. Sometimes how we feel is not appreciated and this poem describes the feeling one is left with after rejection. This poem said it all...

Aduhszzz....!! Macam-macam jak life tok. Sikpalah, yang penting ada family and friends to support us from behind. Life has to go on. I do think that things will get better, eventually!!

Hope kitak orang dapat menyelami erti poem toklah...

Entrapment by Christopher

Hopelessly bound

unfettered

by the chains of love's grip

- greatest gift,

fate's cruelest curse.

Wherefore do I weep

at knowing the joy,

the warmth,

at feeling the peace,

the fire.

Wherefore do I weep

unable to complete,

to be,

unknown the kiss,

the flames.

Wherefore do I weep

at loving not living

seeing not touching

breathing not sharing

holding not loving?

All,

because I,

The Fool,

am no more?

Gossip Girl

Wanna share something with you guys...

Gossip Girl casts

Waktu tok aku spend masa aku dengan nangga Gossip Girl. Best jwak cerita ya cuz cerita ya hampir sama dengan our daily life - our prolems, grudges, hatred, etc. Haha.. tapi x semualah life kita tok jaik-jaik. Ada juak masa kita happy rite..Life is a roller coaster - bak kata orang putih tek...

Main Casts

Blake Lively as Serena van der Woodsen
Penn Badgley as Dan Humphrey
Leighton Meester as Blair Waldorf
Chace Crawford as Nate Archibald
Taylor Momsen as Jenny Humphrey
Kelly Rutherford as Lily van der Woodsen
Ed Westwick as Chuck Bass
Matthew Settle as Rufus Humphrey
Nan Zhang as Katy Farkas
Nicole Fiscella as Isabel Coates
Kristen Bell as Narrator
Jessica Szohr as Vanessa
Connor Paolo as Eric van der Woodsen

Blake Lively as Serena Van der Woodsen

Fun Facts about Penn Badgley (Dan Humphrey)

Spent childhood in Richmond, Virginia and Seattle, Washington
Spent time in Seattle Children's Theater
Did voiceovers for Children's radio station
First tv role was on Will and Grace
At 14 completed highschool proficiency exam
Attended Santa Monica City College
Enjoys singing, writing and playing the guitar
Penn also likes to Surf, Ski and Snowboard

Movie Roles and Appearances

Forever Strong (2007) - Lar
Drive-Thru (2007) - Van
John Tucker Must Die (2006) - Scott
Debating Robert Lee (2004) - Debator
The Fluffer (2001) - Young Sean
Mario Tennis (2000) (VG) (voice)
Mario Golf 64 (1999) (VG) (voice)

Gossip Girl airs Wednesdays on 8tv at 10pm. Jadi... tangga jaklah...kay!!

David Cook - Always Be My Baby American Idol Top 7

This was the vid that I was mentioning about in the previous post. The music arrangement is totally different from the original. Enjoy watching!!

I hope y'all like it...

David Cook in American Idol - Always Be My Baby

Miss Mariah Carey and Her Idols

David Cook is still my pick for the winner of this season of American Idol. After last week's creative but shaky performance, I still think David Cook is the one to beat.

Last week was definitely a challenge for all of the men in the competition. To have to choose a song by one of the most talented female singer/songwriters in America, there's really only two ways it could go for a male contestant - he could either ruin a song, or take ownership of it and make it his own. With his performance of Always be My Baby, David Cook did the latter, and it paid off.

The best thing about David Cook is that he knows who he is as an artist, and has always been clever enough to cover versions of songs that fit his style, or creating his own version. That's just what he did that nite, and it paid off. He is competing in a competition geared toward pop stars, and as a rock artist, he had to struggle to stay in the game and perform well.

With his cancer-ridden brother sitting in the front row - and tears welling up in David’s eyes following his rendition of “Always Be My Baby - it was a special night for the Cook family. I wish them the best.

You Guys Should Watch All his Clips... You'll Find them in You Tube.. He's Great..

Why Bother??

Erm.. Kenak lah orang suka gago gilak ngan apa yang kita selalu polah?? Apahal owh.. Kenak...??
Hobikah?? What can they gain from that?? Money?? Popularity? Respect? Na-ah... I dont think so..

Sigek gik...Kenak orang suka gilak cakap belakang? Apahal ah?? Sik dapat confront dengan kita empunkah...??

Hmnn... I guess that's life..

My Very First Blog

Hi Guyzz..

Owh... Dah start molah blog dah aku lah.. well.. This is my first time ever. I still dont have a clue of the things I should write here... I just hope u guys out there will enjoy reading it.. though it seems impossible to me to update this blog everyday due to my hectic and busy life. Yet, I'm sure to spare some of my time writing about my own life, people around me and the current issues. Don't you guys worry cuz I will not get into the political issues etc as I know some of you might get bored to death ..ahahaha.

I do warn you.. some of the content may be explicit and harsh - That's Life!!

So, aku mintak maap awal-awal dengan apa-apa yang aku "post" dalam tok. Who knows.. benda-benda yang aku tulis ada kaitan dengan kitak orang di luar ya.. haha..

Apa yang aku tulis hanyalah berdasarkan dari pandangan aku empun....dari hati ku empun.. cheewahh..!! Serious jak bunyi.. uhuhu.. but relax lah.... Just Have Fun Reading!!

Owhh yeahh.. That tree there resembles our life - The will To Survive!!